Most often when God leads me it’s very subtle and I’m not aware it’s happening. I’m jealous of the people who hear audible voices, have visions, dream dreams, who hear a consistent theme through songs, shows, conversations, etc. I pray, I read my Bible I ask for advice, and then I make a good decision. Every now and them I’m sure I need to say something or do something or I’m inspired to make a phone call or share my thoughts with a friend. I’m always cautious to attribute this to God but often the fruit of these acts makes me think maybe it was from him.
Thankfully, I am not alone.
My friend, Michelle told me a story tonight. On Sunday night she called her son into her room while she was folding laundry and asked about a friend of his whose mother is struggling with cancer. She mentioned to her son how sad it would be if his friend’s mom passed away without having the opportunity to know Jesus and then asked if his friend’s family went to church anywhere. [pause: Michelle has a huge heart, is very thoughtful and caring, she is committed to Jesus, but these kinds of words don’t usually come out of her mouth in this way] When he said that he didn’t think so she suggested maybe he should invite him to youth group. On Monday he invited his friend. On Wednesday he went to youth group…and wanted to stay longer. Tonight he came and served at a community outreach. On Sunday he’s planning to come to church.
She said she knew where the words came from…the Holy Spirit…but that she’s not sure how because she didn’t hear God talking to her. Still, she knew there was more to what she was saying than she would normally say herself. She may not be sure how it happened, but she’s sure it did.
We ask for him to speak and lead, we obey when we’re sure it’s him and we make the best decisions we can along the way and are sometimes surprised when he leads without us realizing it.